Archive for November, 2008

500!

Well, I didn’t get any feedback on what I should do with this 500th post. So I guess that means that I can do what I want!

Okay. Obviously, this is the 500th post of Mike in the Mountains/Mountains Made Low. It’s taken 522 days to reach this milestone—or 1 year, 5 months, and 3 days. I’ve written a lot about my friends and my family, about football and baseball, about what I’m reading and watching, about my career and my (albeit strange) love life. Back in June, I declined to offer a retrospective, and I’m not going to now, I think, either. But I will, instead, round out this 500th post with a list of my favorite posts, from the categories I’ve used most often.

Baseball: “Joe Torre Belongs in Pinstripes”
Books: The Good Guy
Dating: “Show, Don’t Tell”
Exercise: “The Uphill Battle”
Family: “Postcards from Childhood”
Friends: “8 Mile(s)”
House: “Saturday Chores”
My Life: “Making—and Thinking about—Coffee” & “Not a Retrospective” (C’mon, with 108 posts this category deserves two favorites, right?)
Other Things: “Good Coffee”
Politics: “The Two-Part Convention Speech”
PopCult: “Homage or Coincidence?”
Students: “Turnabout’s Fair Play”
Tech: “A Sign of the Apocalypse?”
Tigger: “Do Cats Have Hobbies?”
Work: “Doing it ‘Right’”
Writing: “Nonfiction, Not Scholarship”

Thanks for reading, and thanks for bearing with me through this index of my favorite posts. And, most of all: Here’s to 500 more!

Something to Watch for

If you’re at all interested in astronomy, tonight and tomorrow night will give you something to look at. According to Discovery.com, a convergence in the night sky of the moon, Venus, and Jupiter will be the best for viewing Sunday and Monday nights, visible in clear conditions even in cities, near twilight.

The three brightest objects currently visible will all be grouped more tightly together on these two nights than they will be again for more than 40 years. I can’t say they’ll be good for pictures, but I’ll say I’ll try. Until then, though, here’s one of just the moon with a halo of ice crystals that I took about two years ago.

BlogComments: Software and Meatware

I know I’ve had a few new readers of and commenters on MML, lately, and some of you who’ve read and commented in the past may have experienced some of the recent changes (within the past couple of months) I’ve implemented to the commenting function here. So I thought I’d take a moment to explain how commenting here works. There are two layers (beyond the spam filter layer): software (WordPress) and meatware (me).

Software
I’ve set up the WordPress software so that it holds comments from commenters it doesn’t know. How will it know me? you ask: it will know you by your email address (one of the reasons that’s a required field); if that email address already has an approved comment on the blog (in its whole history), you are considered approved to comment (don’t abuse the privilege, though, okay?), and your comment will post as soon as you enter it. If it doesn’t know the email, it holds the comment until I log in and asks me what to do with it; I can then approve it, mark it as spam, or delete it. That’s where the next layer comes in.

Meatware
When I see a held comment, I look at it, and I ask myself a few questions. The first one is Does this comment look like spam? Sometimes, after all, Akismet lets one slip through, or the spammer takes the time to do their own data entry—that’s dedication, but it’ll still get them deleted.

Then I ask, Do I know the person? I base this answer on the name they’ve chosen to enter (do I recognize the first name, the first name/last name combo, or the online “handle” they’re using?) and their email address (one of my most recent new commenters, for instance, I recognized both the first name [only] and the email address as someone I’ve known for almost 10 years; easy enough).

If that doesn’t work, I ask myself how did they find the blog? If they clicked the link on my Facebook profile, they’re a Facebook friend, and that’s good enough for me; Google (and other search engine) traffic is a little more suspect as is traffic from other random blogs (blogs of people I know is another fairly safe source, assuming everything else seems legit).

Finally, if I’m still not sure, I check out their activity on the blog (this is where the out-of-control stats package is helpful): what have they looked at? have they used the search box looking for anything in particular? I match up the IP address from the comment to that IP’s activity on the blog. Foolproof? No. Pretty darn good? Yep.

There are other things I look at—like whether the email address seems like it’s a real address; I know that’s definitely not foolproof, but it’s a vibe kind of thing.

What More Is There to Say?
So that’s the scoop for those who are wondering. Wondering why your first comment was held, but subsequent ones have gone right through. Wondering where your comment is that hasn’t shown up.

I welcome comments; I love hearing from those of you who read and care enough about what you read to respond. I value every thought that you decide to share and every discussion we’ve had in the comments. Just thought you should know what the process is.

The Truth About Cats and Dogs

It seems to me that cats and dogs are probably the most popular pets we have. If you say your pet is a cat or a dog, no one looks at you funny—at least not funny in the same ways as if you say you have an iguana or a tarantula or an ant farm; the only funny looks you’re likely to get is if the person you’ve just revealed your pet to had you pegged the other way: they thought you were a “dog person” and you tell them you have a cat. (I get that look a fair amount, actually.)

But that’s what I mean. When it comes to professing preferences for pets, we divide ourselves into (usually) “cat people” and “dog people”—we may mention “horse people” on occasion, of course, but that’s usually with the unspoken adjective crazy in front of it, because we all know that being a “horse person” is apt to make you “horse poor.” Unlike their equine counterparts, though, our canine and feline companions are unlikely to break the bank—and it’s very hard to keep a horse in the house. So most of us self-describe as either “cat people” or “dog people.”

Lots of people have both cats and dogs and love both cats and dogs, but if you corner them, I bet most people will identify one way or the other. And it has to do with elements of the relationship with their pet that they value most. I’m a cat person, so I’ll tell you first how it seems to me that cats view their relationships with their people (all statements made from a cat’s point of view):

  • I rely on you to provide for me; this means food in a bowl and water in a different bowl; I don’t want to be able to see the bottom of the food bowl—if I can see the bottom, it’s empty, and you need to do something about it.
  • Mostly, I handle my own crap; you will, however, need to deal with large quantities of it from time to time.
  • I like to cuddle, but only when I’m in the mood; sometimes I’ll cuddle a little bit because you want to, but I’ll let you know when I’m done, and you better take the hint, or I’ll scratch your face off.
  • I like to play, and I like to play with you or play by myself, especially if there’s catnip involved.
  • If you have plans for the weekend that don’t involve me, it’s cool, as long as there’s food in the bowl, water in the other bowl, and my crap is under control; I’ll miss you, and I might be a little pissy when you get back, but for the most part, I’ll enjoy the “me time” while you’re gone.
  • I didn’t come to you spoiled; If I’m spoiled now—about being able to drink running water from the tap or about my “cookies” in the morning while you’re making your coffee—that’s your fault; I didn’t really expect any of that until you gave it me, so blame yourself.

Dogs, on the other hand, seem to have a quite different set of expectations. Don’t get me wrong; I like most dogs, and I’ve even had a few really great dogs. But the rules are different (again, from the dog’s point of view):

  • I rely on you to take care of me; this means food in one bowl and water in another, and I’ll eat whatever you put in front of me, so you need to prepare meals for me; and I tend to slop—a lot.
  • Every time I’ve got crap to deal with, no matter how little, it’s your problem; you get to deal with me, every time, and you get to clean up the mess later.
  • I’m going to follow you around; I may or may not insist on sitting in your lap, but wherever you are, I’m going to be; probably at your feet, and sometimes in your way.
  • I’m really not the play by myself type; I’ll be happy to bring you a ball so that you can play with me.
  • If you have plans for the weekend that don’t involve me, you’ll have to get someone to take care of me: those meals need to be prepared, my crap still needs to be dealt with, and I still don’t play alone; and even if you get me someone great, I’ll still be pissy with you when you get back.
  • I was pretty much born spoiled for attention and for snacks, even if I’ve never gotten table scraps in my life, I know that if someone’s eating I may be able to eat, too, if someone drops something, and I’ll probably be offended if no one drops anything.

Okay, so my preference is clear, but like I said, it’s not that I don’t like dogs, I’m just pointing out that they have a tendency to be high-maintenance. Cats much less so. (Mine’s across the room, asleep on the couch as I write this—“as long as we’re in the same room, it’s all good.”)

Yes, I’m a cat person. But I think this whole cat-person/dog-person thing is deeper, more potent than just cats and dogs. I do believe that our cat/dog preference indicates the type of relationship we like with our pets, but I also believe that our cat/dog preference indicates the type of relationship we prefer in general.

Take a look at that list of cat traits again. Having said I’m a cat person, these traits all make sense in a relationship with another person to me, too, and here’s what I mean:

  • Taking care. This is what relationships are all about, right, meeting each other’s needs: emotional, spiritual, physical—but I expect neither to wait on someone hand and foot nor to be waited on; instead, it should be the sort of thing where, like the food in the always-filled dish, we know where to go and how to get what we need, and we ask for what we need if we can see the bottom.
  • Crap. We’ve all got crap (now not literal) to deal with, and in relationships we should be there to help each other deal with the crap; but mostly people should be strong enough to deal with their own stuff, and at least have it mostly together when we go to someone else needing help—doesn’t make it easier to deal with, necessarily, but it does ensure that we’re probably not, unknowingly, gonna step in it.
  • Cuddling is what relationships are made for, but cuddling (literally and euphemistically) is at its best when everyone involved is into it; I think that a small cuddle, even when we’re not really in the mood (and we’re all not sometimes), is the stuff of lasting relationships.
  • Play time. Playing with your relationship partner is good; knowing how to play without them, and enjoying it, is good, too, and so is having other friends (like stuffed animals and catnip mice) to play with.
  • Me Time. And speaking of other friends, doing something with “the guys” or “the girls” or non-gender-specific other friends is a good time; and knowing how to enjoy time apart whether you’re the one with other plans or not is a good thing; having the chance—in the short term—to miss our partners and then rejoin them (but not in a pathetic texting every five minutes kind of way) is important.
  • Spoiling. We have the right, in a relationship, to spoil each other or not; we don’t have the right to demand to be spoiled, or the right to demand that our partner not be spoiled when we’ve spoiled them; if you’re the type who likes spoiling someone, you can’t complain when your partner turns out to be spoiled.

That, to me, is the truth about cats and dogs—at least, cat people and dog people. And I’m a cat person.

Atlas Shrugged

As with Anthem, I experienced Atlas Shrugged as an unabridged audiobook. And, yes, I realize that this is not so much a review of the book as a homily based on it—it’s an easy transition to make with a book so heavily entrenched in the realm of ideas.

I mentioned previously that I have avoided the works on Ayn Rand precisely because I have heard how “life-changing” and “thought-provoking”—generally earth-shattering—they are. In that previous post, I explained how the context in which I heard these accolades shaped my determination not to read them, the assumptions I made about the author and her work based on from whom I had heard these things and the contexts in which I had heard them.

Upon beginning Atlas Shrugged—having heard, yet again, and from what I considered a more reliable source, actually, that Rand’s works, particularly this one, are all of those things—I was pleasantly surprised. Not that I found it earth-shattering in its content, though it certainly has been thought-provoking to me. No, I was surprised in that its ideas precisely did not cause me to question my values and my outlook on the world. Instead, what I found in this massive volume was a believable story that articulated many of my values in a way that I could, likely, never have hoped to.

Up front, as those of you who read here regularly will know, I do not share Rand’s (and her characters’) atheism. I have a religious faith that it profoundly meaningful to me, and I am a fairly spiritual person. Yet I found myself agreeing with Rand’s pronouncements, primarily through the speeches of John Galt, about the inadequacy, one dares say the futility, of religious mysticism as a guiding principle in life. And I found myself agreeing, more vigorously, when those same pronouncements were aimed at the humanistic mysticism that replaces the notion of some god (or God) as the highest good with “society,” “the people,” or some other notion of collective humanity as that highest good.

I found myself cheering for the characters in Atlas Shrugged who realized that the highest good is found in achievement, in personal success, and in happiness. What Rand gives us, here, is the story of best possible world, a world in which libertarian social principles and laissez-faire capitalism govern human interaction. Where ability and effort are rewarded, and (as I said before) Robin Hood would have been seen as nothing more than a common thief.

Atlas Shrugged is a long and complex tale, with a surprisingly simple main arc. The democratic republic coupled with (more or less) laissez-faire capitalism that we know in the United States has been replaced by a socialist democracy which tends, more and more as the story progresses, to socialist hegemony maintaining only the outward appearance of democracy. The main characters are industrialists, with a focus on the industries prominent in the mid-20th century (I think Rand would have been shocked to see what the 1980s, 1990s, and the 21st century have brought about in terms of industry): railroads, steel, oil; moreover, these characters are industrialists of ability—they do not simply manage their concerns, but improve them through their efforts. The simple arc of the story illustrates how, when sociology becomes an unofficial state religion, the fact that individual achievement tends to fuel collective advancement becomes lost in the need to “distribute” all things equitably, and how the people of innovative ability and profound work ethic will, in that time, go on strike—against society at large—rather than see their ability and effort nationalized, hijacked, and outright stolen by the state in order to give everyone and equal opportunity, in order to give those of lesser ability and lesser motivation “a chance.”

Many of the main characters in the story fit this mold. They are brilliant people with thriving businesses and startling innovations: Ellis Wyatt, Henry Rearden, Francisco d’Anconia, Dan Conway, Owen Kellogg, Richard Halley, Dr. Hugh Akston, Midas Mulligan, Quentin Daniels, Ragnar Danneskjöld, and, of course, the mysterious John Galt. Also fitting this class, but fighting it to the bitter end, is the novel’s protagonist, Miss Dagny Taggart.

The reader gets Dagny’s perspective throughout the novel, and she remains divided throughout. She thinks of Galt, without knowing who he is, as “the Destroyer,” as he convinces other men of ability to go on strike, based on her belief that if ever more destructive economic and social policies of the government are ever to be fixed, it is these people who can and must fix them. This reform remains Dagny’s purpose throughout the book.

Not until the very end does she realize that this reform cannot be effectuated until unreasoning, unreasonable mysticism—present in the form of blind adherence to someone’s decree of the common good—has been swept away: reason can never defeat unreason until unreason either gives up or destroys itself in its ever more unreasonable attempts to preserve itself. It is impossible, that is, to reform a corrupt system from within, and only two reasonable options remain: withdraw, entirely, one’s contribution to that system, or work actively to destroy it.

Most of the characters of ability choose the former option, so John Galt works as a railroad track walker, Dr. Hugh Akston works as a fry cook, Francisco d’Anconia becomes a billionaire playboy who (to all appearances) fritters away his family fortune and business. Ragnar Danneskjöld, however, chooses the latter; this heir-apparent to Dr. Akston’s role as the world’s preeminent philosopher, becomes the man of violence, a pirate, taking arms against the system and attempting to hasten its demise.

Atlas Shrugged is a deeply philosophical work, and it is striking to me because, to me, it shows us the end of the road we are on. In our society, we tend, too much, to elide the fact that achievement is more contingent upon effort than on opportunity (and where opportunity is involved in achievement, it is, as often as not, serendipitous and cannot be manufactured and given away), along with the fact that innovation is the product of both effort and ability. If these, effort and ability, are not rewarded, in anyone who both possesses ability and puts forth effort, innovation will cease and the world will decline.

But Atlas Shrugged is about more than effort and ability. It’s about responsibility, as well.

We are each, according to this book, responsible for our own happiness. We are not responsible for the well-being and happiness of others, except inasmuch as we choose and accept that responsibility for ourselves and inasmuch as fulfilling that responsibility brings us happiness. We should not accept responsibility for others from outside ourselves, either as obligation to be fulfilled or as guilt when it goes unfulfilled. We are still human, of course, and we will still love and be loved, care and be cared for, help and be helped. So long as those things are part of and in line with our system of values, they are part of great virtue, but we should accept love, care, and help neither as obligation nor as guilt, but because in loving, in caring, and in helping, we are, ourselves, fulfilled.

It is selfish, in a way, I suppose. But there is no joy in self-denial. And there is no self-denial in serving one’s innermost values. There is no sacrifice involved if we are happy to do whatever it is we do. Much of what we think of as “sacrifice” is, in fact, monstrous, in these terms. When we talk about what we sacrifice for our children, their well-being, and their future, we are indicating that we do not value those children, that well-being, and that future; if we did value them, it would not be a sacrifice, it would be value received in fair exchange for effort—it would be our happiness.

And that’s the message here. We are each responsible to and for ourselves. We must recognize, and should be willing to reward, effort and ability coupled with effort. We must never sacrifice, but always assure that we are receiving value in response to our exercises of ability and our expenditures of effort.

As I’ve said, these are things that I have known, on some level, for a while. And they are things that I have come to know consciously in the past few years. But they are things, as you may have sensed while reading here, that I cannot articulate nearly as well as Rand has articulated them in Atlas Shrugged. For me, I think, it’s best summed up by saying that it is not that we should not be generous with our time, our energy, our efforts, and our abilities, but that we should not be foolishly generous; foolish generosity is, of course, one sort of self-denial; but failure to give generously, give to the full, when we are receiving what we consider fair value in return, is another sort, a more dangerous sort, because it does not deny the self to the benefit of the other, but it denies the self to no benefit at all. And we must always remember that we each control our own notion of fair exchange, of fair value, and your conception of that is not mine to judge, nor is mine yours.

Only I know what is worth my time, energy, effort, and ability—and in that sense, yes, call me selfish. But know that my only question to others, in this regard, will be “is it worth it?”

And, as the title of of Rand’s book suggests, when Atlas no longer finds bearing the weight of the world on his shoulders “worth it,” my advice, along with John Galt’s, will simply be, “Shrug.”

Anthem

I commented on a friend’s blog the other day, about whether audiobooks should count in terms of the “50-book Challenge” she set for herself for 2008. My friend was lamenting the fact that she had started out gang-busters, but now, staring Thanksgiving and the month of December in the face, she was posting about only the 20th book of that “challenge.” I commented that I had had similar concerns about reviewing books I listened to, rather than read, on my blog. For instance, you will not find a review of The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nighttime here (though I “read” it this summer, on one of the numerous road trips back and forth for the purpose of changing jobs and houses). But I’ve decided that I’m going to start reviewing those books I listen to as well as those I sit and read, for several reasons.

First, I listen to a lot of audiobooks. I travel a fair amount, and when I drive, I mostly listen to audiobooks. Sometimes I’ll flip the iPod over to music, but for the most part I find that the time passes more quickly when I’m listening to a story. The same is true of when I’m putting in those endless miles to nowhere in the gym—music may be more inspirational (for speed on the elliptical, for one more set or one more rep on the weight machines), but stories make the time go faster.

Second, of the three identified learning styles, I am primarily an auditory learner—ask my grad school friends about my maddening (lack of) note-taking habits. And I find that I actually absorb more of the story when I listen to it than when I flip the pages of the book. Which, paired with the fact that I do not do abridged audiobooks (I want everything, dammit), probably has something to do with why I like the more “literary” fiction that I read to be read to me (connections which I can explain more later—perhaps in a comment—if anyone’s interested).

All of which, so far, is to say that this is the first post about an audiobook in the blog. And that I’ll continue to post about them, as though they were books (which they are), but I’ll continue to make the distinction, as well, so we all know.

Ayn Rand’s Anthem was a bit of a disappointment. I’m going to chalk it up to the fact that Rand’s ideas are big ideas, and the novella is not the best form for dealing with them—at least, I’m going to try.

But I can’t get past the fact that Anthem picks up on several themes that I’ve encountered in science fiction that I just cannot countenance: the death of science in a new Dark Age, the mindless collective of unquestioning human automatons. I just don’t find the premise feasible. Even the names of the characters, like a 1950s phone number (Equality7-2521 reminds me a little too much of TV’s fake “Klondike5” exchange, since there’s no Q on a telephone—at least, there didn’t used to be), are a bit too out there. And Anthem’s “big finish,” in which Equality7-2521 (who has renamed himself Prometheus, by this point) discovers and begins to use the first person singular pronoun, was just a bit too predictable and trite for my liking.

Like I say, I assume that Rand was getting a handle on her ideas with this novella. Her recurring theme of the value of individuality and the waning respect for individuals, individuality, and individualism in the society around her comes through here, as in her other work, but the presentation here is harsh and heavy-handed. And in that heavy-handed, science-fictiony, here’s the future we’re headed for—a future where the best scientific minds are put to reinventing the wheel, or at least the candle, and no one is allow to think for him- or herself about anything—Rand’s intellectual points are not as well-made as they might be; not as well-made as they can be when they are made with more subtlety, in a world more recognizably our own, not some far-future tale of woe, but a world we know, and love, and feel that we inhabit in our daily lives.

I’m not a fan of big books for the sake of big books. I think that the novels of the Victorian Era that were originally published in magazines or newspapers, serially, quickly became overblown as the writer was paid by the word for each installment, and would be better as novels if they were trimmed by about half.

However, when a book, fiction or nonfiction, deals with big ideas, it must of necessity do so in a big volume. Ayn Rand deals with some very big ideas, and though I don’t know that more of the ideas in this work would have necessarily been better—as I’ve said, I cannot recognize the world of Anthem as my own or as arising from my own. It seems, however, that at least part of the problem with Anthem is that Rand, in this work, gives her ideas uncharacteristically short shrift.

A Recommendation

In keeping with the holiday theme, I would like to make a recommendation to those of you who are Christmas-inclined, and whose particular inclinations surrounding celebrating Christmas include a healthy dose of both Jesus and Santa Claus—as mine do.

The Autobiography of Santa Claus, “As Told to” Jeff Guinn is a great read, for “children of all ages” (as the saying is), throughout the month of December (ISBN-10: 158542448X; list price $11.95; on Amazon.com for $9.56).

I read this book every year. It’s a fanciful tale of how a well-off orphan in the third century became first a priest, then a bishop, then the figure most commonly associated with Christmas around the world (whether as St. Nicholas, Santa Claus, Father Christmas, Sinter Klaas, or by a host of other names). It begins in the real history of St. Nicholas (c. 270-343), Bishop of Myra (c. 290-343), who was known for his generosity and gift-giving to the poor, particularly children and young people. One of the earliest legends surrounding him concerns his gift of money to a poor family with several daughters; the family was unable to arrange marriages for their daughters because of the inability to provide a dowry, and Nicholas, according to the legend, anonymously remedied this situation—this story is related in the book.

The book tells of Nicholas’s exploits, aided by some rather famous figures of fact and legend from the 4th century to the 20th. And though the Nicholas/Santa of the book never loses his faith in God, or his belief that Christmas is, and should be, the day set aside to remember the birth of Jesus, the only miracles the book mentions are his longevity (and that of his group of special helpers, those famous folks) and the other “magic” traditionally associated with Santa Claus; the miracles attributed to St. Nicholas, in life or in death, are not mentioned in the book, except to say that that still-living, though presumed dead, Nicholas is somewhat embarrassed by the miracles claimed by pilgrims to his shrine.

One wonders what he makes of the Russian saying, “If God dies, we’ll still have St. Nicholas”—Nicholas is the patron saint of Russia.

Guinn’s book is divided into 24 chapters; it is arranged, that is, for bedtime reading of a chapter a night between December 1 and Christmas Eve. And because of the focus of the book, it seems the protagonist wouldn’t mind either way if the 24th chapter of his “autobiography” were paired that last night, if the bedtime ritual started early, with either “A Visit from St. Nicholas” (’Twas the night before Christmas….) or Luke 2. Santa, it appears, is easy-going that way.

Anyway, I thought I’d pass along this recommendation.

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